Just Another Lost Soul In The Crowd.
A tiny circle that marks my place in the image.
But I'm here.
And I will allow nothing to drowned me out.
Love me, or hate me.
Just know can't break me.
Not today, not tommorow.
I won't be ever be satisfied with just living.
I want to breath it all in.
I want the fight, I want the challenge, I want to wake up every morning with a smile on face.
But most of all I want people to share it all with me.
Every moment, every emotion.
Becoming the social butterfly I never was.
Grabbing the bull the horns, just a couple more seconds that's all I ask.
Yes we all get thrown.
Sometimes we get injured on the way down.
Watch as I hobble and climb back up.
A death defying stunt to some.
But pleasure always comes from within.
So if that what I desire, how could you ever try and deny me the right.
And I know you won't, real friends don't.
Encouragement from the people who I found.
Cheering becomes my cloud.
Wearing it like a shroud.
To the family who abandoned me, someday I'll even make you proud.
But by who's standards.
Judgement with attempt to condemn.
My solmn hymn.
Words as my weapons abysismal as it seems.
Casting a spell from behind the scenes.
Just cause you can't see me, doesn't mean I'm not there.
Those truly free require no recognizition.
Restraints no longer hold me.
My life is finally mine.
The touch from a soul so kind.
You taught me something I never had to deal with.
Not so personally.
Taking the bullets out of a load gun.
Not gonna run, oh no I'm gonna fly.
So this is goodbye my dear friend untill we meet again.