Up To Me Poem by Lil Sutton

I’ve got no fight left in me
Too tired to stand up and keep going
Worn down and depleted

Looking for answers I fear I don’t want to hear
We have been down this path before
A path that leads us to the end
Im hurting I cant pretend.

For your own sake speak up girl!
Thoughts that may be wrong or so right
No question gets answered if it is not asked


It doesn’t matter which way I turn, decisions must be made.
Its all up to me
Its up to me to deal with the hurt,
Its up to me to deal with the guilt.

I feel sick
Im so lost
What do I do?

So many things gone astray
Someone show me the right way
Help me, hold me
So scared of both outcomes
Scared I wont find happiness again