Wanting To Let Go Poem by RoseAnn V. Shawiak

Wicked and mysterious, impossible situation, wanting
to know the name of the game you are playing.

Are you really in love with me as you proclaim to
your family and close friends?

Or is it just a game you're playing to keep me hanging
on your every word.

Having to know the actual truth of where your heart
lies, unsure of whether I should trust you or not.

Your smile, laughter and voice send my heart singing
throughout the day.

Yet doubts creep in when you don't talk or Skype me
like you used to.

Wanting so much to let go and believe in your total
and unconditional love.

It is such a new experience, never have I known a love
like yours nor have I ever loved anyone like I love you.

Just have to know if I can trust in you totally and
completely without any doubts.

My heart says I can, but my mind says, 'I don't know',
because of the hell I've been through before.

Please just tell and show me, come for me, let me know
once and for all.

Wanting to live with you happily, and wanting to have
your love forever within my heart and mine in yours.