What Hurts The Most Part 3 Poem by ESPN CHICK

What hurts the most was being so close
Of telling you what you meant to me
Now I'm stuck here all alone
Drowning in the thoughts of you

Wishing that you would come back around
It hurts knowing that you were never gonna be mine
But I wish I could have tried

I've been missing you from time to time
I've been trying not to think of you
But every time I turn around something reminds me of you
What hurts the most is that I let you slip away

Maybe I was foolish
Maybe I was stupid
But after everything I've been through I thought I could trust you

Maybe I was using you as my escape
Those dark days I would run to you
Those suicidal thoughts I couldn't face
But you made everything okay

What hurts the most is knowing I poured out to you
Because you listened when nobody else would
When I was lost and alone you were there

Can't help but wondering what made you fade away
Can't help but wonder where are you?
Cause it hurts to know that I've lost another friend
What hurts the most is that I lost you



March 15,2010