What If? Poem by Heather Z. Hanna

My thoughts are random trails
Wandering through fields of fog
And mountains of questions
Searching for answers
Lost to my sight
Deaf upon my ears
Numb with my touch
Imagining possibilities
Unreal but so real
To be felt in my Heart
That pain stabs my soul
And the tears flow
Waves of shuddering
Follow fresh tears
And the pain grows.
Grows and flows
Unappeased.
Wearing itself out
To numbness.
What if?
What would I do if I lost you?
I think.....
I would just disappear.

(11.2.7 Inner Thoughts)