~* Where Is My Soul..? Poem by Dislocated Heart

I know the past is there to haunt..
There for me to remember my mistakes.
People I should've held on to..
those, I should've let them soar..

I guess, I am the one suffering now.
The needing of breaths..
My heart it wont control..

Happiness seems temporary..
Only blissful for that moment..
and there it is.. staring me in the face..
The pain I've been wanting gone..

This smile is nothing..
compare to what I've got hiding.
Scars there to remind..
my heart is dead and gone..
where has my love survived?

Where has the soul I've been reaching for..
Or have I sold it to the devil..
for a second of happiness..

My bak against the world,
Who will follow?
I seem so alone..
Sometimes I wanna break down..
in front of the world..
and let all my sorrow go..

For once, my tears will flow..
my heart will be released,
my soul might be found..
my blood wont stop cold..

You.. The one that saved..
How can I ever thank you?
little by little..
That one person.. helps me thru...

I love you...

(Thru my bad and good, she was there for me... Years and Years.. she helped me so much.. Never had the chance to thank you..)