Wrong Mirage Poem by Laura arwen

I'm sure that
I spend all
my life alone
I regret the
sociallife but
it doesn't belong
to me
For me every
dream is a
wrong mirage
Nowadays everything is
a wrong mirage
I always think
that everything is
wrong for me
Everyone has got
a mirage
I don't want
to run away
from my fears
anymore
I'm not ashamed
to not have
a concrete mirage
For me it
isn't important to
have a mirage
It isn't a
real joy to
have a possible
mirage
I have so
many projects in
my head
I'm afraid to
know who I
am
I fear to
lose the inspiration
Every mirage is
tricky and maybe
cruel
I'm worn out
by uncertainty
I think the
entire world is
wrong and sick
Sometimes thinking is
wrong