You Will Never Know Poem by Melissa Patty

If only you knew the truth whats really on my mind
All the pain and emptiness you left behind
There's nothing I can do to make it right
It just seems that there's no hope to fight
You will never know how the pain has been
Of all the tears and misery in-between
It seems on your side it was pain free
Do you have any idea What state you left me?
I guess I was nothing but a worthless mistake
Through my eyes no regrets, but just letting go is a hard decision to make
No one prepares you to lose what you thought was true
You will never know how much I actually miss you
Living day in day out pretending I'm fine
From the heart I was blessed with someone like you that was mine
I guess my thoughts have now been looked away for keep
For everything I've been through is beyond buried deep
There's never going to be a way out
Of the pain and the endless doubt
Is this way things are going to go?
Into the loss and hurt is what Ive grew to know
You will never know what my heart now holds
So much emotions scattered as it unfolds
The truth behind my smile is shadowing my tears
Its the only way I can try to journey through all my weakened fears
I wish you where here but your not, I guess you will never really know how much you meant to me
Having the memories is what I'll cherish and Always have them wherever I may be.

By Melissa Patty