Ray Mesa Poems

The roads are closed
I’m stuck in my car
And in this silence my thoughts arose
My life has been so crippled, so mar
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She's like a barbie doll
She never calls me
But that one day
On some person's grave
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With the turn of a dial a bullet howls through
the skull that once held so many dirty thoughts
In a split secound, you are ruined
Your're stuck in a trap and caught
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Don't ask or complain
You got your gifts
Don't spit so vain
Don't lean into the rift
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I saw a girl today while I was in middle of a yawn
She looked back at me and stuck out her tongue

She stepped over my lawn to say hello
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I won't die untill you apoligize
Won't Die untill you Die
Oh Jesus, Oh Judas
My Moods
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Here I am, in perfect form
Take me or leave me
Grab your cigarettes, you only have 20 minutes
To Burn your life away
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I have this pain
that has no single name
It's existitng and it's remnessing
I just miss, The sudden bliss I got when we screamed
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Sudden excuse
More and more use
For the reason of abuse
Amuse me
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I just can't find a word, I can't find any symbol to explain
This god damn sick and disturbed pain
climbing and swimming in my veins
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