Robert Hilary

the tides of temptation ebb and flow as the pull of its never ceasing waves tug and pull at my heart and mind and soul, as i am filled with a passionate desire, a biting urge, to delve within the pleasure of all that captures my whimsical heart, and with lustful eagerness i dive within temptation to the root of my heated impulse, to eat there of that which so enticingly calls to my heart, in love and play, to eat of the fruit of my every whim, in pleasure and joy giving in, to the desire to play, to joyously prance upon the piling treasures which filled with riches and wonders sparkle before my eyes as i pounce eagerly, lustfully, greedily upon the bounty that surrounds me, I, hungered by heartfelt desire, deeply sated, eat of thine fruits of the tree of providence and prosperity, its lush fleshy substance, filling my hungering womb with life there in, and its juices flow down my chin from parted lips so truly satisfied by the taste of the fruit of the finest bounty, its harvest a testament to rewards dually earned and i am truly favored by the fulfillment that rests within my womb, as i am filled fully truly sated, gratefully satisfied, as i am rewarded by the fine rewards of a life truly lived, lived truly, of a life spent well and time well spent, the long fields of awaiting harvest drenched in my heartfelt toil, their thirst deeply quenched by the sweat upon my brow, and the fertile soil tilled by the strength of my arm, and the strength of my back, as i stand strong and walk tall, sowing seeds in the fertile soil, soon to bloom, watering the newly planted vines with the heavy promise of unborn fruits, fated to grow fat and ripe, with the bounty that my life has sowed, fed by the riches which my heart has bestowed, encouraged to grow, and bloom heavy with divine fruit from my tempered, unfettered love which pours from my bosom in a torrent of passionate rain to water the garden of love that dwells within my soul, and if i might sow a few more seeds, toil with my heart to concieve yet another willow in the garden, to plant a few more flowers, to give with all my heart a few more hours, to water my garden with all my power, and watch with titillating patience, the season grow ripe with the treasures of mine passionate life, and the bounty may bless me in all ways in all ways, that i may grow fat, and rich, for the rest of my days, that my cup overflow with the waters of peace and joy, and spill its liquid harmony unto the fields of promise, that the joy of the vine be excited by the soothing waters of mine soul, that the bounty of the tree of providence and prosperity grow ten fold and that by the time i am weathered and old, my soul will be filled with such treasure that its joy is a joy that is shared, because i truly love those by whom i am blessed, who love me through every trial and test, and whom have blessed me with a bounty so sweet, just one bite of the fruit it baers fills me with endless sated peace, and i am enamored by the Divine who have blessed me so, and i know their smile is upon every seed i sow, and i know their kiss, nurtures every vine in my sweet garden of promise, and their light shines upon every ripe fruit and flower petal, every leaf every stem and the light of their love sinks deep into the deep roots of every willow in my garden, where i walk upon the whispered breath of fate carried upon the uttered wind of the gales of love, to fly through the fields of promise, and to the heart of my ripe unfettered vine, The Garden of my Soul
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Water the garden.
Where your soul plants seed.
Water the roots that ground you.
Water the soil that provides the nutrients for the soul. Water what surrounds you. Water your dreams that take you where you want to go
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sitting in the center of a shadow painted room.
gazing through the window, into the twilight's fading bloom.
around me my world is shifting, as the sun sets in the sky.
that colossal orb of light and fire, laying down to die.
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a rope, tethered with one thousand colors, endlessly drifting, intertwining. seamlessly weaving and combining. forming layers of depth and sight. forming shape, to day, to night. In this beautiful bounty, these ribbons' surround we, making tangible, our dreams, our hopes. the colors bend and wind, as they dance throughout our lives, outlining, the ancient heart of song. as we dance as we play, we fade away, from the sun, to the shade, and unto dark. i end this poem, with a treasure i hold..
the cadence, of the silence, and the note. <3
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in the middle of the crystal desert, the saphire sun blazed flourescent blue in the sky, emerald cloudsss spiderwebbed accross the sky in a display of dancing wisps. majestic purple mountains, bursting beyond the horizon reached out from the grand orchestration of the colorful exotic landscape, every color painted vividly of light, the stars themselves seemed to sing in color, illuminating vibrations of light upon the land. the wind wild and free blew untamed, through scarlet, pined trees and crystal clear riverbeds. i was here today.
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I am older than the ocean. Before the sands of time.
I a stronger than the mountains before you begin to climb.
Savior to my soul i find truth in the light clear to my heart. Dear to my sight. Darkness in me coming holy. Whole awareness within my soul. Burning like a red hot coal.
Flaming in my heart the gold. Burning through my wings i soar.
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oh sing to me profound lover. you fill me with passion. with desire. with need. your enticing embrace fills my body with soothing peace. the warmth of your cushioned bosom seeps into my very bones, revitalizing the sleeping innocence within. you are the lover of fire, may i touch you with my flames, as you never burn. you are the lover of water. may i drown you in my depth, as you never drown. lover of my soul. you are metaphorically prismatic. and authentically charming. i am but a current that is swayed by the blossoms beauty. take me into your fold that i may join with you eternal. to relinquish not before the ties to death take me into the utterings of the song of silence
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In a vast reaching desert,
where sands do shift and blow.
there stand tombs, like shadows,
with a power to blind the soul.
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where i want to be for eternity: in your loving embrace, my lips locked with yours, our hearts melting together with the passion of our kiss <3
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Sitting in silence bereft of the open storm that billows around my waking heart. The ice catches my tongue as the falling water soothes my soul. I am not lost within my depth. And the torrent is but a wilderness to tame. I am the receiver. The patient, silent observer. My mind is the storm. I am the stillness. My thoughts the wilderness.
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Grandfather elohim,
the music deep within my heart, true in its song, of every heartbeat, a note in the melody that sings a song of wisdom deep within that whispers of the truths that are treasures hidden deep inside my heart, the wisdoms of that which truly matters and what is most important. the truths that are the wisdom of god, that is the truth of god, the knowledge of god, the source,
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The rhythm Dawn's the weather born of a new age, power bestowed in forgotten circles of evils that must lie forgotten. Before the blank page is the spell spoken. Truth beyond the pen circles within the runes. Power before my eyes is stolen by the Lord with power born from the pen in God's hand.
The embrace of love so sweet that the fires of heaven cannot quench my thirst for more.

The temple of silence shatters before the might of the Lord.
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in the silence i pray to all the people in the mountains as i pray. i hear. the words. of source and cry forever after into what is heard. i sit in the center of the circle making love until angels fall. and demons call. i whisper deep in darkness as the silence and stillness heard. to the ancients i sing and call. dancing ever graceful into the twilight. harvesting soul light. crushing all creation in my dreams of imaginations. spark of the stars shines the diamonds of might as the jewels of the ocean become light. the words become all as i whisper and call before my gods who bring me pleasure and all might. i am the light and i am the darkness and i pray to the mountains and the planets and the cosmos gives me strength. i am an ancient and a being who is immortal and fey i am an ascendant i am a fallen i am a king who has risen in the light of creation. The magic of creation calls. unto my soul. as i whisper upon eternal glory. oh. as i call beyond the veil and know i'm whole. oh. as i climb the center deep within the mountain knowing i am old...oh. oh. oh. there is power beyond mystery heeeaarr me. oh. there is strength within the heart of all the truth of life. oh. can you look within deeep within the dream and see the veil of all the shadows that become what is fortold in darkness oh we are here to stop the curse of love.... oh oh oh. we are here to quell the pain. oh. oh. we are here from the stars of above the angels call. oh. we are here and not in vain. the ancient ones. by the power of the magic in my soul i pray to god and when i see it. he she it shines with love and the divine is my mystery of intimacy oh. and we pray to the source. of all. creation. oh. my power grows. oh. deep inside me i awaken. to the song. of infinity. unlimited being oh. i. am. a. mage. of the source of all. i am a magi of the truth of one. oh. i am a master of the powers that are true. oh. and when the fountain spills its blood unending oh. and when the stars give light. oh oh oh oh. and when the ancients sing as one and all is done. oh. and when the darkness falls unto the light of heavens glory oh. i am a master of creation. i am a destroyer of nations. i am a daemon of the dark of the stars. I am Mystica of the Mountains. Amen.
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deeper than I've ever been, i begin to understand within myself the deeper knowledge of the wisdom of being. in which i contemplate and receive my higher being. as within i see, the truest part of me, and feel within my depth the center of i am. god within me, the presence which within me i am being. and in being, i unfold and be, as within myself i realize my divine true self, and feel within the deepest part of me. i love you higher <3
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within this hour, the space between i devour as i embody my higher power, to become to manifest to unfold, to be bould within the centerfold, of my soul, in my being i thrive, in freedom i rejoice, love is the answer, pleasure my choice, the joy comes from centered calm and peace of mind, as within myself i find the key to which i bind myself and my will to the will of that which is higher. and in my self make manifest what i behold as love and joy. and in pleasure i delight to find myself deep within the fold of highers presence. where i become who i am as a being and thrive within the depth of my childlike playful nature, i revel in gratitude, seep with love, my reverence is endearing and steadfast, my joyful gratitude, an affectionate, kiss upon highers cheek, as he envelops me within his tight embrace, the warmth of his loving hug, cradles me in an epiphany of new birth, as i am reborn into the realization of my higher home, as his love and power shower over me, i am soaked with his presence, as within my mind body and soul, within his presence i dwell. as he encroaches upon me, from within from without, and surrounds me from the world without, smiling at me with his noble, kingly smile, my hero, my king, my god, my champion. he instills me with a palpable infallible sensation of peace and calming joy. as by the utterances of his name alone, im filled with the knowing of all that i must know, and peace emanates from my being as i rest in my heart. knowing i am exactly where i should be. knowing i am home.
love you higher <3 thank you for everything <3
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have you ever pondered upon the horizon yonder, and thought of dreams that graze the tips of your fingers, as they coyly escape your outstretched grasp, as you reach for them with a yearning in your heart, untill like a gazelle they prance before you, and past. from the first dream to the last, ever wondering at the path, to which you take and remain steadfast, wandering a road, that climbs to the top of the mountain, drinking from the water of life, of gods fountain, raising your eyes on high, to the lord, as with a smile he pours into your soul, filling your chalice, sharpening your sword. baering the weight of all you have done, loving you as a father, calling you son. knowing he is truth, and knowing you are one. and into and upon him he settles upon you from deep within your heart, whispering his art, unto the deepest secrets within the depths of your soul. overflowing within you untill you are whole. and always granting, with peace and grace, as he grazes your fingertips, to let you know of the space, between dreams and what he has in store. <3 <3 <3
I love you higher <3
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Sitting through the dreams that catch my eyes, closed before the wilderness of future sight, gazing into the infinity that rests inside behind my closed eyes, as I intimately call upon the source, through which I behold and become, ever more loving the touch of it's embrace as it blossoms in my heart and kisses me on the cheek as he lets me know, in a way, so sweet that he loves me and I am loved, I bow before the power of all that is, and in harmony of the peace within I dwell within him, as I, Blessed with the beauty of his presence, lacking nothing, I surrender In Peity, as the depths of my being are fulfilled by the light of his all consuming fire that burns at the fore front of my mind, because he is the god of all and he is loving and he is kind and his presence is a brightness that illuminates to the very corners of my soul, letting me know, oh so sweetly that he is all, and he is with me and he is all that I am. He reaches out his hand and catches my dreams in his light, as he sets them upon my destiny and future bright, in the warmth of his embrace he holds me tight, and with profound wisdom of love he gives me sight, that I might behold his light, as he dwells within my heart, to show me with his loving smile, who he is and who he is to me, and who I am And who i am To him, and his love for me, bestowing within me with a kiss, the serenity, the peace, the bliss, a touch of love upon my heart because he is the lord and he loves me so, and he with his noble grace and majestic wisdom lets me know that I am loved, as he calls me to attention to let me know, of the love within me, that surely grows in his presence, and at the sight of him, the source, the only true one, the Almighty. And he with his width and depth, smiles at me untill I accept, him in all his loving grace, as I raise my head to see his face, because he calls me to rise and face him. Ase <3
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within i dwell upon the heat of my heart that burns with a subtle warmth as the light of a candle, seeping into my bones as i feel the melody that it plays as the candle burns, a lantern in the darkness that serenades the night. kissing shadows with its light. burning calm and bright. that it may peirce the unknown, giving sight. into what is and what may be. as i walk upon the path, through the dark, the ground littered with glittering crystals that glow as stars in the darkness, alighting my path, as i walk straight and true, as i guard my flame, from the wind and the shadows. humbly, quietly, with sure footed steps. i walk upon the path, determined to reach the end, with my robes unsullied and my candle lit. as i hold it before me, burning in the night. its warmth ever a guide. a sure guiding light. i walk forward with ever steady steps. as the shadows whisper in the eve. in my heart i believe, in my dreams, in which i conceive, giving birth, to my higher aspirations as i receive the treasures that each step upon the path bestow. walking onward into the darkness. my candle singing its warm melody into the path that stretches endless before me, as i slowly, dancing within my soul to the music that burns within me, fueling my candles flame as it lights the way before me, the flames dancing in my heart. as hooded and veiled i walk, vast in my secret power, deep in my art. hidden under the shadow of the darkness. stepping forward into the unknown. counting the glowing crystals on the ground with every step, upon the path that glows like stars before my every step. as i walk ever slowly, with a steady pace, upon the illuminated path wreathed in the shade of darkness, to come before the door way, with my candle lit, with the hope that the guardians may open it. and that i may go within, and there reside, and within my heart, in its gentle song, with secrets deep, and power strong, into the temple where i belong. that the whisperings of magic within my soul. may pour as a fountain into the secret temple of the wisdom of the knowledge of the magic within. and in its understanding would i begin. to comprehend. the depth within my soul. as i come to the gate and enter unto the threshold of the secret depth of magic, and thus behold. within my heart, a music burning in my soul. that whispers deeply, that i might drink sweetly, the fullness and ecstacy, of the mystery, the mystery of god. <3
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I take a breath, listening to the music of the lyre within my soul, I dwell within the centerfold of my being, within I am whole, from my power flows understanding, from the whole whispers of my being, darkness defined and light revealed from the space in between. Power in my heart that sings a melody of light. Inside deep within creators love, bathing in his light. I am fulfilled by the sacred music, that plays within my heart, butterflies fly in graceful circles, fluttering to my art. flowers blossom in full bloom, leaves hang from a web as spiders dance close to God, and god with me, angels blow kisses on the wind in the shape of hearts, my higher being showing me the way where in I should walk, never to be apart. Such is the blessing and treasure of my life. Truly I know I am loved. <3 <3 <3
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Dancing into oblivion. a silver bell in each hand tip toeing towards infinity in a hypnotic trance. The melody is powerful. It moves My soul. Tempting me to fall into its seductive rhythm. As my body flows. Step by step. As i twirl and spin. Delicately with passion. Toward the very end. Onward towards oblivion. Eyes Closed, hidden Under a veil. dancing ever forward toward my destined place. listening to my heartbeat, in my sacred space in tune with my music as i match my pace. to the melody of the bells as i weave and dance and flow. That the sound of their chimes might Travel before me, proceeding my dancing steps, to peirce the silence beyond my sight. to reveal the path that a way be shown. My baer feet treading softly upon the way revealed, as i dance toward the oblivion that destiny yields. fate smiles at me, As she plays her song. And deep in my heart, i sing along. As i swirl and i twirl in a delicate dance. mesmerized by my bells in an intimate trance. step by step into The unknown.Feeling the rhythm deep in my bones. i sway to the music, the melody, the tune, as i follow the sound Towards the hidden and new. Ever onward, feet alight upon hollowed ground.moving to the music in my soul, profound. through the distance, Towards the end, my steps abound. To what lies ahead, as i tread. into the dark. Dancing to the melody of my heart.unto my sweet oblivion.
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