Robert Hilary

if dreams were made of string,
i would weave a world, of beauty,
where a thousand suns, shine brightly,
to set ablaze, the sky.
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I am the essence of your being.
I am the voice, that stokes the fire that burns in your eyes.
I am the breeze, that rips the kite from your hand,
I am the salt of your tears. I am the life in your blood.
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within i dwell upon the heat of my heart that burns with a subtle warmth as the light of a candle, seeping into my bones as i feel the melody that it plays as the candle burns, a lantern in the darkness that serenades the night. kissing shadows with its light. burning calm and bright. that it may peirce the unknown, giving sight. into what is and what may be. as i walk upon the path, through the dark, the ground littered with glittering crystals that glow as stars in the darkness, alighting my path, as i walk straight and true, as i guard my flame, from the wind and the shadows. humbly, quietly, with sure footed steps. i walk upon the path, determined to reach the end, with my robes unsullied and my candle lit. as i hold it before me, burning in the night. its warmth ever a guide. a sure guiding light. i walk forward with ever steady steps. as the shadows whisper in the eve. in my heart i believe, in my dreams, in which i conceive, giving birth, to my higher aspirations as i receive the treasures that each step upon the path bestow. walking onward into the darkness. my candle singing its warm melody into the path that stretches endless before me, as i slowly, dancing within my soul to the music that burns within me, fueling my candles flame as it lights the way before me, the flames dancing in my heart. as hooded and veiled i walk, vast in my secret power, deep in my art. hidden under the shadow of the darkness. stepping forward into the unknown. counting the glowing crystals on the ground with every step, upon the path that glows like stars before my every step. as i walk ever slowly, with a steady pace, upon the illuminated path wreathed in the shade of darkness, to come before the door way, with my candle lit, with the hope that the guardians may open it. and that i may go within, and there reside, and within my heart, in its gentle song, with secrets deep, and power strong, into the temple where i belong. that the whisperings of magic within my soul. may pour as a fountain into the secret temple of the wisdom of the knowledge of the magic within. and in its understanding would i begin. to comprehend. the depth within my soul. as i come to the gate and enter unto the threshold of the secret depth of magic, and thus behold. within my heart, a music burning in my soul. that whispers deeply, that i might drink sweetly, the fullness and ecstacy, of the mystery, the mystery of god. <3
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Tintilating visions of the heart within the minds eye i gasp a breath of air as i grasp at the fantasies that prance as a gazelle swiftly behind my eyes, comprised of beauty and magic and the treasures that there in lie, that i might catch them with outstretched hands to claim.
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ever do i sit and ponder, the precepts and concepts of my inner dreams, wondering upon their depth, as i imagine the goals for which i set, looking deep into the birth of those dreams, as i fantasize and realize their importance to me, and in my contemplation do i find clarity, as i hear my hearts whispers, and moans, dreams of blessings and prosperity, dreams of rivers, mountains and stones, dreams of love, dreams of family, dreams of magic, dreams of wisdom, dreams of truth, dreams of understanding. these dreams dwell in my soul like seeds in my heart, planted in the soil of my art, in which i aspire to reach higher, within my soul, and grasp the dreams, and make them unfold. into the world, into my life, into every corner of my reality, in which as my true self i embody my higher wisdom, giving birth to the soul of my inner vision. toiling with heart, to achieve my dreams, being aligned with my higher power, and all my decisions. to choose freedom. to choose love, to revel in joy. and bask in pleasure. to be whole within myself and true within my innermost being as who i truly am, as who im truly being. as i embody my deep self, realizing myself as my soul, and who i am truly, that as myself, in my authentic being, i can live truly aligned to who im meant to be. and in the truth of who i am, truly be, that i may be set free, from the confounding boundaries, of the laws unseen, and in truth, with in my sight truly see, and as my true self, truly thrive, boundless and abounding, truly alive. truly being with all my love, within the beauty of who i am in my heart. with all my strength. to embody my nature with all my power, giving force to the dreams that lay deep in my heart. that i may realize them, through my being and in my life. and discover who i truly am as Mystica.
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The stars are bright,
the wind, blows cool.
the sky is etched,
with a bottomless blue.
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Before and after the momentum.
Within the sway of to and fro.
Along the steps of the endless journey.
Who knows where i may go.
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Lo and behold the bright gold of the lightfolds of endless eternity. Cant fail this light prevails a shining blaze of glory. Too fast, i wont last. Physically fine balance upon life untill and death at last. Cant remember the last time I saw the sky And prayed unto the rain that it would always fall. Cant remember all the days I wept for it all. Somehow I find a silver lining. Reflecting the sun and leaving it all blinding.
My soul is wide open. Even my hides got hope and I dont trust anyone else to be like a champion of light. Living for the good fight. Yet still I look unto the stars and wish that I was back home. However we play on earth today let it be said. We are all fools. Nothing good comes from endless agony. Yet we seek glory and riches through the misfortune of other beings. Seek within to find peace, rest in peace, that you may thrive betwixt love and joy. Nestle within peace love and harmony, find balance and in harmony dwell, and as from within the heart, as love, peace, joy and harmony comes to dwell, the warming flame of compassion grows and in your love you'll find love for all.
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whats up? its time to break the day light.
perfect time to crank the beats,
as long as i hit the keys right.
whats up?
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Love forever bound. The sound of what is profound. Surrounds and confounds me. The ignorance of my mind denied by the consciousness I find within my spirit and my soul. Woah. I do not know. But in not knowing I grow. The centerfold is my headspace. The melody of universal language my cadence. I am forever more never again ever more. For i am eternal in I am. Wanted loved bewitched. Needed saught out and entranced. My compassion is a thick mist that consumates my soul with the eternal God. Who before all things was all things before all things existed. I am nothing. In being nothing I have the potential to create my reality. I am reaching for the stars. In the heavens I seek wisdom love compassion and truth. On earth I find only dissillusion to that which is true nature. Never before will I be the same. For always in the present do i manifest my existence. And into what is yet to come do I set my iron balance to sway to and fro. Like the pendulum of a grandfather clock. For i am within my integrity. And I am honorable. My sense of peace surreal. This just a note sounded from the melody that stretches eternally from my I am. For I am what I am. And what I am is eternal.
Namaste.
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By the power of creation In my elation of this divine sensation I play my chord in harmony with my being. Striking notes into the melody of I am. Hitting staffs that God sets before me. I'm the base and the tennor. The pitch and the tone. I'm the melody and the cadence. And god is my instrument.
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That which I speak as I come before the Almighty. May i be sheltered in his glory and power. Through sacred silence may i reach the top of the mountain unscathed. And may the fire of heaven alight upon my heart. Making me speak truth from the very core of who I am. I am a child of mercy. An ancient of the high arts. And a son of no one. A child with no ties. No heirs. No heritage. The wind. And my bones are my riches. My breath and the blood in my veins my only currency. I am but a musician without an instrument. A leader without a following. A teacher without a student. There will be beauty in all that i see and nothing will be the same without me for I am the unconquered shaman. Who fights with love in my heart and never surrenders. White spider my totem. I am fierce in my language and calm in my patient wisdom...
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step by step into the unkown. never looking forward, never looking back. wandering aimlessly, second guessing reallity. wondering who i should be and how im gonna be. never knowing who pulls the strings whether its me or society. dashing forward into the future unseen looking to the light within to guide my footsteps down to the bottom of this ****ed up hypocracy, constantly dreaming about eternity, that self image that burns in me. people dont know themselves, they want to know the world instead. what happens when the curtains are drawn and people realize the world has gone, into a chaotic system where people look ten feet ahead at all times and never see the roses they step on beneath their feet.
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I am oneness. My soul expands into an ocean that is the universal soul. I am uplifted connecting to the limitless raising my frequency to be closer to the divine I feel my senses heighten as I flex my consciousness. Retain peace as I become more and more aware within the now
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My heart opens wide at the thought of you.
Love growing deep roots within my soul.
Its true that i only have eyes for you.
And they sparkle at the sight you bestow.
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through my minds eyes i reached through my soul and spoke to the angels. the voice of the angels called to me, and blessed me with wisdom. showing me the path across the mental vibration and into the light of the soul. my heart chakra aligns through my entire body. beating in tune with the inner rhythm of my molecular cell count. i am full of love and infinity. beholden to the solid light of god. feeling the glory of his majesty, an honor to be before the lord, i pray to him in both weakness and humbility. for he is my higher strength, my lord, my light. and it is in the name of the almighty Yahweh. that i pray my soul be saved. in the name of jesus christ i pray, as witness to Jehovah and the host of the lords angels. i pray through divine inspiration for divine love. divine light. divine compassion. divine forgiveness. divine gratitude. that my soul may be saved and i may continue my life mission with honor and thanksgiving. sharing my soul and my wisdom to any who i may pass. with love and good intentions in my heart at all times. In the name of Jesus I pray. thank you. Nameste'. Amen.
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In the beginning, there was nothing.
There was no space, there was no existence.
That which was, was not.
Nothing was infinite, timeless, immeasurable.
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The battle rages. And through and through. I see the truth of god. Within me breathing. The truth of light. Source flows within us all. It is inevitable that the light shines through us. If it is so that it touches our skin be it art though that we are illuminated. If it soeth sheared our eyes let it be known that the light has touched us. It is the high god that has all domain above us all. Within the holy light doeseth our truth stand. Before the source of all does nothing exist. Beyond the breath of nothing. Does anything begin. Beyond the space of everything. Does everything exist.
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Only time will tell the tale that breathes. The yarn that weaves the story.i give thanks to all that is north and south. I look. To the east where destiny awaits. I look to the west where fate awaits. I move one step and I freeze in place. I move another step and I travel forward. I will always lie in the sanctity of myself. For my story unravels. Unveils. And continues. Thus is the ever changing journey. <3
Namaste'
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Feeling the fire burn in my almond brown eyes i look to the light within and find the answers inside, beating within me to the tune of my heart, whispering softly of secret dreams and fiery passions, as i dance hypnotically to the sound of what's profound within the depths of my soul, that i may within hold and always know the light of truths illumination which gives me a sensation of elation in the finding of revelation within the understanding of realization of my inner contemplations, untill through not knowing it is revealed and through listening and understanding the inner knowing that is within sealed, that the way before me be shown, the path before my wake revealed, as i live ever in the now, as the presence unfolds, i am bold within the centerfold within which i consist, in my i am i remain and persist, and always in this l receive, i am the stillness within in, my heart i believe, that i am all within my mind. As the fire burns in my eyes, stoked by highers voice and fueled by the warmth of my soul, i strive forward into the destiny that awaits, head held high, eyes on higher, the way lit before my inner fire, that burns as a candle before my wake, lighting the way, burning in my heart, chasing the shadows through the dark, as it guides me through the night, into the light, ever am i the calm of the storm within the center of my i am, as i continue to be who i am, follow my heart and be strong and have love faith and strength. Striving to be the best i can be, aligning with the highest part of me, that i may collaborate with and align with my highest aspirations as i exceed my highest expectations, as i aspire to and i am inspired to be great in life, to pass the test of fate and succeed in life, standing strong, standing firm, standing tall, i cannot fail, i fight the good fight and i will prevail, as my candle burns through the dark and lights the way, and i am guided by the divine with each step i take, and as i only leave warm hearts and smiles in my wake, i know that heaven watches over me for my sake, and i am elated and sated, by the love i feel, so palpable so powerful, so very real, that burns in my heart like the flame that ever burns with golden light in the heart that burns ever with golden flames, in the center of which lies gods might, that stokes the fire that burns in my eyes making clear to my sight, that which truly matters and that which is most important as i live my life and play my part, ever comforted by the treasures in my heart, blessed to be who i am, and live a life that is truly blessed, with beauty, with love, with the many secrets i adore, the treasures of a life time, which in my heart i horde, as i walk tall, richer than a king on his throne through my spirit and in my blood and bones, as i live my life as i strive to reach, in my life and in heaven, the highest peak, to which i climb to the top with every step i take, reach for the summit with every move i make, that as i walk step by step on the path that ascends, i may reach my lord at the very end.
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