Betrayal! Is it bad?
I thought its a way of life.
My name is woman and to me-
Betrayal no longer cuts like a knife;
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Seasons come and seasons go;
Come again and then they go;
Seasons of the earth, not seasons of life;
Seasons of life only only go.
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Mother says I'm grown up;
Grown up I must be
Because these days my mind misbehaves,
Misbehaves in ways a little girl cannot see.
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Love is a two faced Janus;
It marks the beginning and end of conflict.
It heeds no power, knows no obstacle,
Its natural course, you cannot restrict.
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I
I'm so tired, i cannot dance anymore;
Now that i cannot go on,
I just want to walk out of the door.
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Demons they are,
Your inner demons.
Destruction they love,
For all the wrong reasons.
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Pain... Ah, isn't she strange?
Bold and powerful, whiny clingy,
Shameless, heedless, she has no mercy;
Try as I may, she won't
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I have been too indulgent a mother,
I have been too blind.
I have always looked the other way
And now you are not very kind.
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Lessons are no good.
Lessons are worthless.
Lessons can hardly help in moments of madness
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Near... nearer….very very near,
But the blue light of desire never quite so near;
Sudie stumbles, bumbles, then she fumbles,
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