I miss you.
I have tried to turn my heart to stone
but it won't let me
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I don't want to be clever or witty or wise
I just want to be true.
Truth?
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So tender, so gentle your touch
Like your heart lived in your fingertips.
I felt like a newborn, like the most cherished possession without ownership.
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I have a letter from you,
I have cards,
I have pictures,
I have memories.
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Our path?
the path of our hearts
the path of our souls.
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It's the moments of selfless reflection that I most enjoy.
When my unconditional love returns.
When I possess nothing,
and so I possess everything.
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Tiny droplets of pain arise in my eyes
and trickle slowly down my nose,
dropping what was to the floor.
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Happy birthday darling.
Know I still think of you
Know I still love you.
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I could give you what we both knew possible:
To be known by another, uncovered in each others presence,
To float on by with the passage of time, content in our nothingness,
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