Tessa Gaoses

I know my passing pains you deeply
You look out to life so sadly
The grief at times so overwhelming
The pain of it so excruciating
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Saying goodbye is never easy, no tis not
For parted no one wants to be from loved ones
So when this goodbye is forever, where to begin
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A mother ever sacrifices
She is a selfless being

Her needs are secondary
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Life is a challenge
At times an uphill struggle
You may feel discouraged
But know this; you are a fighter
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What you bring out in me I cannot describe it
What you make me feel I cannot say it
It is tender yet strong, a passion foreign yet familiar
Like strong waves building in my veins, slowly but surely
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I know a sweet old lady
For me she prays daily

I know her warmth all too well
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Today the world celebrates Mothers
Their unique place in our lives

The warmth only they posses
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Dear Sweet Angel,
I am writing to ask you how you are. Is heaven good? It must be a peaceful place. Did the other Angels welcome you well?

Tell me, are you happy to have crossed over to the other side. They say it’s a place where there is no pain or sorrow, a place where sickness is foreign. There is only love, peace and happiness and lots of singing. I know you love to sing, so you really must love it there.
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They say you had a happy life
Your dreams you worked to achieve with might

They say you had a kind heart
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A comforting whisper from above
That is what I wish for most
For you are up in heaven
I feel your smile on my face
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Whenever I think of you as dead
I feel pain so heavy like lead
Whenever I think that you are no more
I feel this deep empty feeling in my hearts core
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My tears are unshed
They are not leaked
But their depth is deep
It’s from where I keep
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I expected pain
But not one so excruciating

I expected heartache
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Today was supposed to be a happy occasion
It was to be a milestone in your life

It was supposed to be a big celebration
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What a foreign yet familiar feeling you are
Every time you have a new face
You don’t know families or friendships
Your only knowledge is that of victims
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How different dawn can be from dusk
How fast life can change direction
It transforms in the blink of an eye
Without any warning nor apology
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Even though the pain is great
Although the tears are there
Sometimes I think of you and cry
There are times I think of you and smile
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A baby is a gift from God
A true joy in your life
With a smile so bride
It pulls at your heartstrings
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In life one meets a lot of people
Some are meant to stay, others aren’t
Some are meant to teach you, others to entertain you
Some are meant to love you, others to nurture you
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Like a rose has many layers of Petals, so is a mother’s heart
Her heart is comprised of many facets, her scent just as delicate
She is as open, as loving, as warm, as gentle, and as caring
And just like a rose has thorns, she is just as fierce, and just as protective,
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