I sometimes watch
and wave at
but I never take a step to her
that old friend of mine,
...
and I fall hostage to my emotions again,
it’s grip grows tighter upon the beating of my heart,
and I hold on tighter to the sorrow,
that’s become all I know anymore
...
to see beyond what I knew
but you took my hand
and you led me to
the telescope
...
and I lose my place
and everything that made me,
the person I used to be
bleeds out of me,
...
you’ll never say.
and I’m losing things,
I never had.
and I’m falling in holes
...
You couldn’t face all the things I knew I had to say,
because you knew you had already let go, of all I hold on to
and we both knew love wasn’t a game of tug of war,
but we both pulled the strings of the others heart,
...
than a picture on a wall
with a story to tell
and a mouth to tell it
but we keep it concealed
...
all it took was for you
to break the ice
and I fell through the cracks
and I felt the ice
...
I never pushed you away
I just moved you aside
to save you
for a time
...