Families aren’t easy,
Not even just a bit.
They’re like a jigsaw puzzle,
Different pieces that just fit.
My heart aches, dull and eternal,
the raw and painfull desire of a woman infertile alone and maternal,
Each day in others joy I find my pain,
as I see their love the sun itself becomes a torrent of rain,
I looked into the eyes of the hideous creature
and my loathing reached to its every feature
Its sallow skin and greasy hair
The long red talons and dirt residing there
Why does my job application gets thrown straight in the bin,
because they have enough people with my colour skin?
Daddy I am sorry,
I didn’t mean to go away.
I tried my best to resist
But I was led astray.
Without you I'm a bird that cannot sing,
If you're not here it's all a game I cannot win,
When I find that you're not close at hand,
No sun can shne across this land,
There's a mist before your eyes,
and it hides me from you
Love will never be our prize,
dreams of us can't come true,
The sun rippled in her hair,
and my senses swam in her deep blue stare,
my heart remembers her sweet perfume,
and how her slightest smile lifted the gloom.
It stood there before me, souless and still,
With the hideous power to sap my will,
I tried to resist its evil force,
But as I fought its power got worse,