Brenos Spider

A butterfly comes into view. She smiles as she flaps her wings.
Her colors flowing in the wind. In her brilliance I am happy.

O butterfly, beautiful butterfly.
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I have a friend
Most think my friends perfect
They don't see the sadness
The emptiness inside
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In search of a spirit in this world
Far away from my plans and anxieties
Far from my homestead, just pure thought
Thoughts for you and for me
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Time to try, time to fly, time to look at the world through a fly.
All love grows for all but the butterfly rhyme.
It's time to try, time to fly for you need the self-impulse controlled.
Love the winter, love the time
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The rain pours down as he walks glancing to his sides
The sounds of cars and bustling streets he hears inside
Don't let go of your fears come the wheels of eternity rolling on
He just keeps moving along on his own
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Love oh the sound is so sweet. All my love gets lost
under my pain. But I hold your sweet hand and remember how it
feels to be loved again.
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Fields of butterflies overtake him. No comprehension of
how it works but he wants more. He loves himself but not his
life. He needs more to satisfy the craving.
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I wish I could see
The sparkle in your eye
The loveliness that is yours
I miss your smile
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The downpour of rain,
showing the glistening of a spring.
Wrapped around this circumferential ring.
Slowly dripping onto this string.
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A falling star from the sky
Twinkles down to the earth.
Falling freely into the water.
Slowly but suredly the water drips
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I see the word you give to him, the word I wanted given to me.
You see me in my loneliness and emptiness.
I always wanted to be with you but our feelings are not the same
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She has no mind of her own
Under his complete control
He talks to her like only she matters
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I'm falling deep into this cave
Struggling to get out
Struggling to fight
Falling ever deeper
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So bored so tired
Can't think of anything do to in this shire
I'm sick of all those who are admired
Can't escape from this fire
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This hollowed frame
A picture empty of friends
A novel revealing the hurt
I sink into oblivion inside this place
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Fire and brimstone exploding around me
Fire Searing the skin off me
Cutting into my skin, I feel this pain from within
Releasing as I go about bleeding
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I Hold My Breath waiting for you to say yes
Time For You to say the rest
You stand by me, hold me
I love you but do you love me
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I can't keep from shouting out my fear
So far down I sleep holding back these tears
I fail to see the hopelessness of all these years
Falling from grace atop this place
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Another life lost finding a way around this place
A pilgrimage forced upon him by some unknown force
Looking around to find his role in this place
Unable to determine his place from those that surround his face
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