Happy you tell me my life should be
like sunbeams dancing on a sea.
Im a great person I should believe
but some times thats hard to achieve.

To share some thing special of mine
with friends and one I care for online.
No one here who would care a deal
wether a poem or a broken wheel.

Alone it seems I share all things I do
why do I have no one here like you.
To be proud of me and show they care
to wipe this tear from my cheek thats there.

I dont know why im writing this at all
I should be happy not miserable.
Some times wanna scream and shout
unlock my cage of pain and let me out.

Take me away from all I no longer need
hold me in your arms so tight I plead
Dont let me go home is where I want to be
in the place where I know I can be happy.

Maybe I want you and need you to much
just want you to love not for a leaning crutch.
Alone am I, when your here my heart flies
all my worries melt away and you dry my tear dries.