David Sabo

First draft

A shadow from the past is creeping out
A shallow hourglass
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Im not a poet
thats my life so i wrote it
so everyone will know it
when i die they can show it
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I kind of feel like i broke away
broken clean
gone astray
forgotten
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Let me tell you right
Let me tell you now
everything in sight
will come crashing down
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Beautiful, like violent justice being passed out from above us.
this is the world as viewed from my eyes
Damage is a threat, but violence is your best bet
All i see is lies, sex, and war
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Is it fair to say
the games you play
are obvious
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Lately, i been feeling so crazy
I been missing my baby
but you know that she hates me
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I can't change what i dont know
the reigns i still control
dont ever try to take that from me
there are some things that were just not meant to be
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I tried to cry, but I couldn't feel it,
I tried to lie, but I couldnt fake it,
I tried to fight, but I couldnt make it,
I tried to die.
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I left her there abused
used and confused
she could never forgive me theres no use
And i lose, cos i tried to choose
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why is mama crying?
why are you still climbing out the window every night?
what is it your running from or is it that your hididng?
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Spaces in between
they seem so far to reach
open up the wound
at least it will be cleaned
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She will never know
if i will never tell
the way i feel
cos feelings fail
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Its On! ! !
The fear I held for so long
Its Gone.
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And once again, I find myself against the wind.
The way it’s always been.
I don’t mind.
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this is for the haters who dont understand
you dont know me, you dont know how i am

I wrote these things to express how i feel
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I dont mind the pain sometimes
it washes away, everything

Bloody memories left with no pride,
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Looking at this world i wonder
WTF is it weve come to
Have things really always been this way?
isnt it time for a change?
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