Please don't look at me
I don't want you to see me cry
I am unhappy
But can't let you know the true reasons as to why.
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I am glad to be me
Now I can finally see.
No longer a kid
Can't be blamed for what they did.
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So here I sit
Wondering if this is it?
Feeling empty
That Dawn didn't fight to keep me.
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Father I thought I had lost you forever
but to hate you, that's impossible, never!
A Daddy's girl I'll always be
cause you are someone special to me.
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It's so unreal
How much anger I feel.
It really winds me up when I think of you
And all the things you used to do.
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So here is the day
Where I throw the cigarettes away.
I know it's gonna be hard
But in most places now it's gonna be barred.
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I now have an extended family
Who already mean a lot ot me.
They took me into their home
And there is so much happiness and love shown.
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I feel so rough
I'm just not good enough.
I've tried to pick up all the pieces
And iron out the creases.
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At night in my bed I lay
I don't care what people say
In the light of day
I can see another way.
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I cry for you at night
Hoping that you will shine a light.
To help me find my way
Until night becomes day.
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