Pain, hurt, lies guilt
It never leaves my side.
Endless thoughts race through my mind
Its all the same now
Happiness is out and away from my sould
Cuts scars showing every rough night I have been blessed with
Nightmares invade once beautiul dreams
Everything about me has suddenly changed
Drench my body in nothing but black
Hoping my image would reflect my aching soul
Losing hope to the pain
Losing faith to the hurt
Losing friends to the lies
My brian only knows guilt
Heartbreak is only a beautiful dream
Why can't this all just disapear? ! ?
My life is taken over by my own complete insanity
Pushing my way to fit in
Is this what I deserve?
My body is lifeless, cold, numb
I have no where to fit in
My life is a black hole
Getting over all of this would be a miracle
Everything is so out of reach
Music is life end of story.
but so is this really cute boy.
[ahem cough :) iloveyou]
Dont wander my MySpace. Talk to me if your
gonna look at it please!
problem with my sexuallity? learn to deal.
i do have more guy friends than girl friends.
i am immature.
so is my boyfriend.
we're in love get over it.
I'm a fucking princess. represent.