manda depressed

Help

The pain, the sorrow my self mstery fill my lonly heart
The world around me i watch fall slowly apart
With thoughts of sucide dancing in my head
I wonder how the world would be if i was dead

I try to hide my depression and my pain
But as hard as i fight my tear they begain to rain
Everyone thinks its all at my mind
And keep saying ill get over it within time

But pain only get deeper and harder to hide
For gods help i scream out and cried
Please just let be normal like i was back then
To laugh to smile all over again

The pain in my heart is ...