You were in my sight again today, i tried.
I shed tear, you looked clear,
You sang, i drank.
I burned another smoke and cried;
Years and years here;
We talk with gazes dear,
With this loving hearts;
We will meet in dreams dont fear;
I saw your face on the moonlight night,
God was there too, with all of his might!
You weren't on my sight, even though i cried;
After that i realised, the tavernmaster was right.
We met on a summer day,
Day after day our bond grew;
We were what friendship was they say,
Without loving you or caressing your hair;
Without achieving happiness i still bear,
If i pass away without seeing you in here…
Dont pray, stay next to me dear;
Lovers dont have logic, wont be logical
With a single sin i cant be diabolical
I am a lover with love more than a love
I dont have a home to go except you
Months and months since i had written anything,
But dont think that i dont have a shattering lightning!
For a long time i was silent, i wasnt talking!
It gushed, i bursted up!
Maybe you'll always sing this song,
Your heart wont, even if your tongue longs,
My only wish is your happiness.
It wont matter even if you don't...
People looking from away thinks im happy,
They dont know i am the one with eyes bloody,
They dont know the pain the sorrow flooded
My life turned into nights too foggy…