Oreoluwa Sanni

I wasn't born normal,
I wasn't raised normal,
How can I be normal?
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I Lose myself to prove myself.
Bad thoughts, a cause of mental health.

Bad choices.
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Taunting pain in my veins.
I can't hate. 
It will affect my heart rate.
It will mess with my mental state. 
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How it all began.

Man, Woman, Serpent, Plan,
Shame, Naked, Dead, Ran.
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I've been driving on a highway,
Searching for my way.

Music playing on my sad days,
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Daily activities as the mind sets.
Lost in endless plots of possibilities.

Trying to understand what went wrong I wondered.
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Be positive.

That's a prerogative statement.
How can I be,
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It's time to say goodbye to my teenage years.
Some blissful memories and others dreadful.
I experienced growth in so many ways I'm amazed.
I opened up some untreated wounds to treat it so I could heal better.
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Table with my frenemies.
They think they are enemies.
Wolves on the porch.
But not a dragon with a torch.
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When the music stopped
We concluded our waltz

The smoke cleared
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Self sabotaging,
Cell in and Large,
Tell me what's the end, to a felony you keep re-sparking,
Lit the fuse, blazing hot mess how you just turn on yourself,
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My heart cold, I feel abandoned. 
People leave me in sorrow surrounded.
Misunderstood, my middle name.
The key to life is the mind with empty pockets.
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Don't mistake abnormality for immorality,
I'm an anomaly but that doesn't mean I'm out to defy moral standard because that could mostly be to my detriment.

I learn from people's mistakes and victories in general,
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I still love you,
I don't say those words loosely,

I meant it when I said it,
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Saturated mind with uncertainties,
Searching for the truth and honesty.

Clarity,
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What's the point of building bonds just to say good bye.

Fall in love but you know it's wrong and it makes you start to question why.
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No words, No sounds
Just him and the ones he created.

Once there was life and meaning in the tones
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Find peace in pessimism.
Happy is sadness when it blooms.
Bloomed flowers don't last forever.
In their due seasons new flowers grow.
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When the Rats in a lab say they're grateful.

The Hare in the Fox would say it waltzed in so graceful.
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They say you can't change the people around you.

But you can change who you have around.
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