098. Ok Everyone Listen Up Poem by Jaden Knight

Ok everyone listen up
this is for all of those who have upset me
in one way or another
I am not even going to bother mentioning names
because you know who the hell you are
and what you all have done

Long ago I was beaten in many fights
which I fought to protect my self
people took advantage of that
I know that now
but my nerve never broke
even when I was left lying bleeding on the ground
and being looked after by the nurse
or spoken to by my school friends
I almost learnt how to take a beating
before fighting back

But beating the faith out of someone
is not the only way you cretins used
black mail and lies a plenty
spreading your rubbish through out the village
I never raised a voice to protest
even when you gave me your bull to digest

Now new people repeat the same tactics
and do you think you can get away with it
like the cruel idiots from the past did for so long
trying to bar me from a normal life
to ridicule me in public
thinking you’re leaving me to burn
in my own savage fury
or drown in my own depression

I am the same as every one of you
in almost every way
I eat like you
I sleep the way you do
I often say the stuff that you say
I even do the things you do
to think you single me out for fun
it makes me really sick

Does it matter what music I listen to
how I choose to say my mind
or the clothes I choose to wear
or the way my hair looks when it hasn’t been cut
or even the football team I choose to support
whether it’s win lose or draw

You wanted to send me to my grave
so that you could laugh at me when I’m on that slab
in some distant morgue
having some mortician probe my guts
trying to find the poison you tried to feed me

Oh yes I would welcome death
the grim quiet of my tomb
where you could not disturb
my final resting place
away from the causers of my pain
yes it would come as a blessing
but not until I took some of you with me

Coz I’m not like you in every way
in some ways I’m very different
but I’m not the psycho you think I am
I can feel pain just like you
and have done on many occasions

I’m not normally a violent person
but all this time everything has been building up
soon it’ll get too much
and I’ll have to release some of the pressure
then you’ll have to watch out

So all of you people who have annoyed me beware
for I’m getting my boot on now
iron shod with many spikes
and now that you have lost yours
I think it’s about time we swapped
our situations have changed places
cause now it’s my turn to feel good

don’t bother running for the fence
when I smash down the door of your house
it will only delay the inevitable
hell if your lucky I’ll just torch the place
with you still inside it
but I won’t shed a single teardrop
as I rip you and your insides apart
and feed your remains to the foxes

No I’m not what you think
I am not mucked up in the head
but by the time I’ve finished beating you
you almost certainly will be dead
in that respect I‘ll take great pleasure
in killing you fools at my leisure
I’ll ignore your pleas for mercy
just like you would have ignored mine
if I had bothered to utter any
you missed your chance to finish it off
now it’s my turn to start
and I’m gonna be the one who ends it

You aint seen nothing yet
as I send you all to hell
and every one whose stolen from me had better run
for I’m coming for you as well

Both physically and mentally
I’ve recovered from all my losses
and if I see you with your crowd
lounging in your yobbish way
I’ll be sure to let my death black standard fly
edged with the blood and gore of my enemies
that I’ve already destroyed
I may not deal with you there and then
I’ll take my time and choose it well

Just remember all you liars and cheats
the fools who hide in hooded gangs
the ones who called me a mucked up freak
and the ones who thought it fun
to shoot at me with their air guns
I have not forgotten you
as soon as I get the chance to fulfill my sweet revenge
I’m coming to get you too