But You Might Poem by Julia Luber

Perhaps I should contemplate upon these two different principle problems.

Not knowing what it is that you need in order to feel more engaged with life
and living, and so feeling blank and drained and exhausted from wondering

OR

Knowing EXACTLY what it is that you need to rejuvenate and engage you back into life,
and knowing that you might just not get it….even if you deserve and need it. AND put

what you needed into it in order to get it but that it were being controlled by people
who don't care about any of the above, don't know that they need you and truly

do not care about you. Except for what you can do for them. So what is it you can do
for them? You're trying to figure it out. But you might not truly ever. But you might.