Confessions Poem by Lungelo S. Mbuyazi

Oh! Alas!
I've been trying to
Accept but it futile:
Is this for real?
Yes, my mind-heart
Keeps on rejecting,
Mind whispers, "this is it!
This is it! This is it! "
If it's a dream,
Please don't wake me up.
Or you're just an illusion
And I'm hallucinating?

For your love
Is burning like a forure
In my solitary love-empty heart
You're forbidding.

My heart, is pounding
More than I anticipated
Like the wings of a hummingbird;
Causing the clock to tick lazy,
Like the heartbeat of a white whale.

A lazy chaotic instrumental music beat,
That even Beyoncé cannot feature.
Your eyes are preaching truth lies,
For you feel it, but keep resisting it.
A verse that even preachers cannot preach;
A core differential love equation
That even Einsten cannot solve.

For you vigorously
Outstriped my heart beat
With your dynamic love,
Oh! I've been craving for
This love dilemma
This is what my desires.

I will man up!
I can't stand it any longer
I've been longing to meet
A woman of your calibre.