Confused Poem by suja nair

I Love you so much that I hate you more,
I Love you for all the beautiful things you told me,
I hate you for all what you do to me,
I waver between Love and Hate

My Heart bleeds for you,
I feel Lost without you,
I hate you for the pain you give me,
I suffer silently, all the while,
Confused I am with all these feelings,

I recollect all the wonderful days we had.
I feel thrilled with all the thoughts,
I Love you dear for what you are
You love me dear for what I am

I don't know what you feel for me,
I don't know how you feel for me
But I know somewhere in your
Heart there is a place for me.