suja nair

Today ask your self, every women,
Am I a good mother, treating my son and daughter equally,
Am I a good daughter, doing my duties not only asking for my rights
Am I a good wife, taking respect from husband and giving him respect
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I Love you so much that I hate you more,
I Love you for all the beautiful things you told me,
I hate you for all what you do to me,
I waver between Love and Hate
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I feel all lost and sad today, my dear,
I feel lonely and unwanted,
I feel the world has come to an end my dear
I feel very very very sad.......
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When you were born, my little baby,
you were the most wonderful thing I had.....
As days went by you started growing,
and every step you kept towards growth
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Was it a dream, was it an illusion, or was it just a thought
Dear, I hear you call, I hear your voice, I feel you, Can I see you..
Am I asking too much, or is it just a thought.
May be it is my heart aching for something too much.
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Why do I miss you so much, , When you are just a few distance away....
Why do I feel so lonely, When you are so near to me
Why is that I feel you a stranger, When you just stand by me....
Why does this happen, every time I think of you.......
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I was very hungry, running from person to person,
Begging for a penny, begging for anything...
My morning started with a beating, Master felt I was lazy..
I just pray, God bless me with money, so that I can please
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If there was something I could do,
If Someone somewhere could do something,
Just stop all this, this guns and fires,
This sound of crying and shouting....
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Am I thrilled, am I Happy, am I waiting
am I just worried, or is it all in one feeling
When finally dear you said you are coming....
I do want to meet you, but then all the pain
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The beautiful Bride waits for her husband.....
Who is fighting far away, away in the mountains....
Doing his duty, the duty of guarding the nation.....
The nation he loves, which is his own.....
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It was pain of existence without your phone calls.....
This pain was not related to time, as time moved on.....
but the pain remained, pain and more pain....
without a phone call from you........
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The more you are silent, the more I love you,
The more you are away, the more close to you I feel.
As days go by feelings get stronger,
And your beautiful voice clearer.
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Feel that you are there in my thoughts,
More often than I really want you there.....
I Miss you more often than I really
Want to miss you,
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Hey, dear it was wonderful talking to you, it was nostalgic....
The feeling was great, emotions were strong.....
Took me back to all those care free days, those moments....
Which we Cherish always, the most beautiful days of our life.....
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Your come back was sure, My heart said so....
Every day I would wait, and finally you are here....
It was for you my eyes would search, my thoughts would wonder...
It was for you I was thirsty, and you are here....
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As I turn the pages of my Life
I find every day was something new
The past was something unforgettable..
The past is unchangeable......
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Every thought is as fresh as a dew drop,
Every Feeling in my Heart as fresh as a blooming flower,
It was wonderful my dear, the times we spent together,
The times, the best part of my Life....
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I said I want heaven,
You asked what is heaven, dear.....
I said for me heaven is......
Just eat what I feel like, Buy anything when I feel like
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You asked me 'am I a dust bin'......
How can you think that dear,
You are the most precious thing,
in this world for me.....
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Now the time is five O'clock,
Time goes tick tick tick.......
Every second giving a pain in my heart,
Time does not stop for anyone, anything
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