Don'T Know What To Say Poem by K J

What can I say to absolve her from her pain?
What can I do to show her I care?
How can I tell her that what we have is still real?
How can I show her that my heart still loves her?

Life has a strange way of working out
Love masked in a world of confusion and terror
Work and madness, Oh where is that little beam of hope?
Of light and love and submission to one's heart?

I will never turn the other way when it comes to you
But it is so hard when we aren't here together
To be as one

I love you.

But I know you cannot love me, like I love you
I know you found solace in another's arms,
I know you spend most of your time with him....
I know why you stay online...
Don't lie... your voice gives it away...
I am letting you go....

Go live your life Sweetheart....
I hope he can be what I can never be...
I hope the problems he can solve...
I hope he does not use you...

I will live....I will survive...
Without you, I know I can...
I will just go back to being a monster...
A creature who has his heart set in stone...
I am never coming back to being human....
I will never let any happiness affect me...
I will escape every happiness like the plague...
I will live with the pain.. as it eats me from within..

What can I say.... I wish you well... I wish you happiness with your other friend...
What can I say.. other than Goodbye.. Farewell... We will never meet again... Never... NEVER...