Can't wait to see a brand new day
But things don't always seem to go my way
The more I think about things
The more I get down in the dumps
Is the mirror suppose to lie to your face
Is the world suppose to bring you down
Sometimes I just feel like screaming
And sometimes I feel like crying at night
I know things will work out
But I'm just having a hard time figuring out my life
Wondering how I'm gonna make it
Am I suppose to live my dream
My long time dream
I still doubt but who doesn't
Still wondering where will God lead me
When it is my time to shine
I need to know
Cause I'm scared and afraid of this cold world
God lead me down this path of mine
Make this dream turn into reality
Cause I have many things I want to do
And its for the better not the worst
How can I picture myself anywhere else
I can't picture myself anywhere but my dream
God I need to know where am I at in life
When I die where will I go
Will you accept me above
Or will you reject me
I know I have a million questions
But those questions are my heart talking out
Just let me know give me some sort of a sign
Cause I just have to know
Sometimes I scream out and turn my back on you
But God you know I don't mean it
You know you are the only one I can turn to
Can't wait to see what kind of day you will bring
Hopefully the sun will be shining even when its clouding outside
And the more I think about things I know you will always have my back
The more I think I know you will guide me anywhere
I know that Satan puts things in my head when I look in the mirror
And I know that he puts thoughts that I wish wasn't there
God that's why I need you
Need you to lift my curses
Lift this pain that I've held on to all these years
Make sure I don't listen to the world
And make sure I listen to you
February 9,2008
I'm almost sixty and just lost everything in life but my wife and my daughter when a partner left us broke and without my company. I pray everyday, one for God to keep us safe....and two for God to bless my partner with a long, long, long life....one so long that he outlives everyone and everything he loves. Keep praying
What a beautiful write! Yes, I believe God loves you too! Thanks for sharing your talent with me!
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
i like this one as i do most of your poems please keep writing it works for me it's my way of getting what my heart feels out billy joe collins