(hope Poem) All I Got Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

A leader of man I shall never be.
It just not in the cards.
I'm always passed by the shooting star.
A effort given up upon for something better.
But what could that be.
I love this too much to ever just stop.
Down to my knees I drop.
Praying to the lord above.
One more chance.
And around I go.
Dancing and shedding off all these god damn cloths.
Too much weight will just hold me back.
I think I just gave myself a heart attack.
The pain in my chest is too much.
My thoughts just won't shut up.
It's ones those bottles up.
Swallow, and swallow more.
It taste so bitter I want to just spit it back out.
But I know that's not the way to act.
I shall not offend anyone no matter how much it eats at me.
Damaged and damaged again.
Emptying it all out.
The boiling point becomes but a mere shout.
I'm quiet as mouse.
Embarrassed by every mistake.
With etiquette that won't take.
With words I don't have.
With a language I yet don't quite understand.
Yet I'm so immersed in it.
With a love of the freedom to express myself.
Proper or not.
It's all I got.