How Should I Feel? Poem by ESPN CHICK

Cold and lonely is that how I'm suppose to feel?
Cause all I feel right now is the warm tears flowing down my face
My heart feels so numb and torn but I don't know how I should feel
Inside I'm lonely and crying for help but the outside I'm just crying
Listening to my music to regain my strength cause the beats and words flows
with the beat of my heart
Am I suppose to feel helpless?
So helpless that I'm lying in tears that I cry
Can you hear me screaming at the top of my lungs?
Who cares if I'm lonely and cold I'm not gonna let emotions take over me
Cause if you can't handle the truth then don't ask for my input
Don't put me down and make me feel bad
Cause you know just about everything I say is true






(4-17-2007)