I Am Poem by Smoky Hoss

Clouds keep
pouring rain-
Am I Able
am I Cain-
A bastard's a bastard
no matter his name-

I lay my head
upon the rock-
Alone I am still
part of the flock-
To be loved
comes as a shock-

Is a man a man
when he loses his nerve-
What he wants may after all
be what he by grace deserves-
Only Love
Makes things sure-

Not every heart
is turned to stone-
Not every soul
remains alone-
Even bastard's
come back Home-

I may not yet
know my name-
But the sun
shall return again-
And, I am coming back
to who I really am-