I Dont Know... Poem by Dislocated Heart

Tripping and falling,
I aint doing so well..
I'm stirring up with hell.
I dont wanna get killed.

Tempation got me wired,
Got me on that leash..
How the Hell did she get a hold of me? !

I'm bailin out, tryin to dig out.
This aint me,
This is too much to handle,
too much at risk.
I aint puttin my heart out,
to get kicked.

It aint a game of b-ball.
damn! I'm afraid I might lose.
She calling me out,
tellin, confessin,
her love and such..
Damn, I feel like a jerk,
I aint returning the love.
She cryin,
I'm down on my knees..
Beggin you please..
dry the tears,
I aint worth it at all..

she bakfires, telling me I'm her everything..
deeply in love with me..
What am I gonna say..
ppl runnin in my mind..
like their in a maze.

My head starts spinnin.
I'm wantin out..

Trust me, she said..
dont you doubt..
She'll love me,
not hurt me,
honesty is her policy,
she promised me everything..
my heart to be safe..
she promise the world today..
Its something a man cant refuse..
She gave her ALL Her Everything..
To make ME happy..

(would anyone pass it up? honestly....
promises.. real or fake? I'll never know..
thinkin I should try, or maybe I'm just too tired to fight.
Go with the flow.. its whats on my mind..)