I Guess There Is No Hope For I Am Doomed By Fate Poem by Daya Nandan

Memories of you dragging me down to the depth of insanity,
Evoking a wish for chance, praying for an alternate reality,
My soul remains shattered by the ghost of my past,
The feeling of suicide calls me to end my life swiftly and fast,

They said hearts will mend in time and pain will go away,
But up till now i have yet to see the dawn of this day,
My broken heart maybe sewn and stitched but yet i feel this gaping hole,
One made of dark matter, a demon within swallowing me whole,

An eternity of emptiness within for every living day,
Consuming me little by little, this evil won't go away,
It's far beyond sadness, it is brokenness deep within my soul,
And it is growing by the second, my mortal body is losing control,

I guess there is no hope for i am doomed by fate,
And when i am gone from here, i won't see heaven's gate,
I wont be on earth living this life so colourless and empty,
But of to some land i not know of leaving nothing but a memory.