I Want It To Just End Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

You put the knife in my hands.
The damage has been done.
Break me down.
You're sleeping so sound at night.
And you wonder why I can no longer stand the lights.

Keep all these feelings locked inside.
Deepness among the monsters is this fight.
A child's reign.
A concoction designed for the insane.
A invention of a demented mind.

Just get the hell away from me.
Complete disgust.
No room to escape.
No time to dream of yesterday.
Serenading me in all these faded nightmares.

Stop with all the distractions.
Just let me enjoy what is left of my peace.
My walls are closing in.
I can't stop them.
Moonlights melting waves.

I'm still trying to be brave.
Though all this pain.
Though all the cuts across my soul.
Blacking out the suns climb.
No sign of rising above the swing of the blade.

I want to cry.
I want to die.
Pieces, and pieces of me.
Scattered among this broken frame.
Do you even remember his name?

Already forgotten.
Love is rotten to me.
Each time I give in.
They take more and more.
Robbed, emasculated, weaken, defiled.

This time what is it you are reaching for?
Here is my blood, bottoms up.
This time you don't even got to make the cut.
These thoughts won't just drop or shut up.
I can't get you outside my head.

I need a moment, a moment to take myself away.
A final peace.
One that you can't stop or take.
Hours of hauntings leave me constantly awake.
To scared of what I might see this time.