I Will Not Wait For Your Love Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Time to break through.
Shatter that glass pane.
Such a limited view.
The world is too large too limit yourself in any way.
There will come a day.
There will always come a day.
Oh the regrets you can't undo.
I'm sry but I just can't wait for you.
Playing catch up is never fun.
But enough time has been wasted that impossible dream.
No I'm not coming clean.
No need I'm removing the seams.
Playing out both the good and bad.
Decisions to be had.
Owning it.
My life, my way, my perspective, my everything.
Either join me or don't.
But expect me to wait to have the privilege of letting you in.
Because I'm living everyday like it's my last.
And I have so much yet too do.
Love will either find me or it won't.
But right now I'm missing only what I have never had.
I have nothing to prove.
Without a shadow of a doubt.
Carrying on through the drought.
I hope one day to find my oasis.
But know it might never happen.
And if that's where I end up.
I'll have be satisfied with way I have lived and the way I will one day die.
An empty furnel with cheapest wooden casket money can buy.
I wouldn't want it any other way.
Grief is never something which you should have to continuously pay.
Be sad if you must but realize we all eventually turn in dust.
This earth always gives and takes.
The cycle might seem complex to some.
Other might believe in the happily ever after with gods grace.
But I believe in mother nature and her responsibilities.
Even when it involves a decaying and dying body.
We're so afraid too embrace it.
We all cling to this hope of immortality.
That's why I'm fighting to not just survive but to live to the fullest.
Where ever that may lead.
You loving me, or abandoning me won't change any of it.
Other the being the one I spending my last moments on earth with.
So go ahead, put me out in the cold if you feel I'm not the right person for you.
Better then living the unhappy unhealthy lie.
Don't wait, don't waste precious time to say goodbye.
Sometimes its for the best.