It Will Be Granted.. Poem by Dislocated Heart

My heart starts to shake,
beating unsteadily..
Holding out every beat.
like a flat line that starts to be appearing..

Her thoughts he could hardly stand..
He knows.. but scared to say a word..

Giving up? he thinks.. no..
Not this time.. everything but this..
Thinkin again.. starting to think like she is..
not wanting her to hurt..
thinking, she'll find someone better..

Then he starts to think of what he wants..
nothing within that train of thoughts.. even comes close..

Yet.. willing.. willing to let go..

He couldnt believe these words came out of his mouth..

how can you stop the thoughts... when thats all you can think of?
maybe its best.. for her..
She'll be happy with someone else.
She'll live her life.. full of happiness..
never a tear in her eyes..
no sobbing voice..
just smiles..

Best result?

He just misses her.. her voice..
The way she used to sing..
just everything..

What she wants.. will be granted..

even if.. even if.. he couldnt stand it.