... Last Time? ? ? Poem by Dislocated Heart

I knew I could never let you go...
With the song 'the wind blows' playing..

I knew somehow.. I had to..

no matter how much it hurt..
how much I'd miss you..
how much.. I still love you..
I have to let you go..

New breath of air..
someone else will bring me..
with the ocean on my side..
My Angel.. go and Fly...
I'll wishing you luck and good-bye..

for the longest time..
I could never sleep through the entire night..
thinkin night and day.. bout you..
months passed..
Its finally time to realize..
you're gone..
This Love Is..... Gonna Die...

I'll pretend we never were..
Just another friend..
just another person.. I know..

I can feel the wind upon my skin..
taking this last breath away..
and renewing all that I've been waiting for..

(I have a feeling, those are just words... I could never let her go.. but at the same time.. Whats the uses for holding on? remembering it all... the day she said she loved me.. how happy she made me.. whats the uses.. over and over again.. I've been told to let her go.. I've said it over a million times.. yet.. never done... maybe this is the actual last time....)

p.s.... I could never stop loving you...... (there I go again.. falling bak in my own trap...) ironic....