Liquid Nitrate Poem by Laquory Jones

Verse 1
My brain thoughts are becoming ultra massive
As they pop off like an automatic
Inside my cranium causing havoc
Emotional intensity becoming emotionally
Splattered upon the canvass
No need for an apron
It's these dreams that I've been chasing
Yeah they've become quite evasive
I've learned that human beings can be
Quite abrasive but when a door
Closes another always remains adjacent

Verse 2
So this time you will hear what I'm saying
I've been the Impetus ever since a fetus
It took time for me to believe this
No route of mine is being impeded
Let me be your driving force
If you find yourself stuck in inertia
I'll be your driving voice and vice versa
Sooner or later we will have to make
A thriving choice amidst the abode
Sometimes we have to go beyond our
Comfort zones but you're not alone

Verse 3
Do you believe in destiny and fate?
Sometimes I can feel myself going through
A metamorphic state it had to happen
I couldn't stop this change
I admit that it felt kind of strange
There have been many times that I've
Found myself deep within the 'Wicker Woods'
But Lazarian, I tend to always ask myself
'Was it all for the greater good'
Flashing back to that time and place
When I became carbon dioxide and
Nitroxide with a hence of paint
Lighting matches that only flickered
In vain only causing scars that remains
To this day so I had no choice
But to turn my pain into liquid nitrate

Verse 4
Lately I've been pondering over lines
Tripping over signs
Wondering all the time
What is life? What the world means to
You? What it means to me? What makes
Me unique? Will I ever feel quite complete?
I get lost within the poetry so therapeutically
While trying to weave myself into hearts
Creatively I find myself loss beyond words
When I look at her so beautifully

Verse 5
While getting lost within her essence
Getting tongue tied as we speak
Not knowing that she breathes new life
Into me internally and for that I
Begin to thank her enormously, but please
Excuse the analogy I've become intoxicated
By her love and in the end, Will it ever be
Enough, especially when I find myself
Down on my luck it can feel like ugh


10/22/21