Peace With The Heart Poem by Ayatullah Nurjati

Every day it gets heavier, it seems that I feel this life
Desires and ambitions seem to be racing with age that is no longer young, maybe this is related to ambitions that have not been achieved as a father
Or indeed it is often the facts and reality that are always struggling with disappointment
Ah, I don't care about it all because I don't want to be enslaved by desire and ambitions instantly

Old age doesn't mean you can't reach your goals, because it could be that my mother had given the name Ayatullah Nurjati the 2 word it started from the first word 'Ayatullah' which comes from the Arabic word which means the 'Verses of Allah' and the last word 'Nurjati' a blend of words 'Nur' from Arabic word and Jati. 'Nur' means 'light' and at the end of the word 'Jati' is called 'teak' in English refers to the name of a tree that is always looked forward to when it is old for human needs, be it furniture or household appliances - beauty will be harvested at dusk, as my mother explained when I was a child. And I did really appreciate my mother's gift that name
I realize that there is a meaning in this naming where now I am increasingly convinced that God has prepared a luxurious portion for my life as a father
God is making things smoother by delaying my success by building a powerful mega-project for me in the life of this world; hopefully it will also be achieved in the hereafter.
We don't have to wait until our life is established then be grateful. The solution is to make peace with your heart, have faith and be grateful for what God has given you at this time, even though with simplicity, both as a teacher and a poet.