So Fake....... Poem by krissi b'williams

THE WHOLE ORDEAL
WAS SO VERY SURREAL
LIKE THE TRUE MASTER
YOU PLAYED THE EMMY WINNING ACTOR
SO TRULY DECEIVING....AS YOU BEGAN READING
FROM A FAKE SCRIPT
AND WELL I WAS BELIEVING...SO BELIEVING
ALL OF IT
YOU MADE NO MISTAKES...THERE WAS NEVER ANY RETAKES
IN THIS FAKE....

FANTASY, BUT REAL TALE
YOU HAD MADE
A ROLE YOU'D NEVER FAIL,
THE SHOW WENT ON, FOR IT HAD TO PREVAIL
EVEN THOUGH I PLAYED THE PART
OF A WOMAN TORN AND FRAIL
BELIEVING IN YOUR DECEIVING LIES, AS MY
NEVER SUSPECTING, EVER SO LOVING....... HEART.....
WAS THIS A LOVE STORY? THAT
DRAMATICALLY AND TRAGICALLY WENT REAL...BAD
WISH IT WAS THAT MOVIE THAT HAD 2 ALTERNATE ENDINGS
TO TURN IT AROUND
THE LAST SCENE HAPPY, OR SAD
TO CHOSE FOR THE REAL, OR THE PRETENDING
US LOST? ....OR TRUE LOVE FOUND? .........

OR THE USUAL, THAT ALL GREAT THINGS MUST COME TO AN END.....
WHAT A WAY TO STOP.......
IF OUR WHOLE RELATIONSHIP WAS SO PRETEND
FOR MY HEART WAS IN IT AND YOURS WAS NOT
MY LOVE WAS FOR REAL, AND YOURS WAS PART OF SOME PLOT
LIFE IMITATES MOVIES, AND REVERSE,
ESPECIALLY THOSE SCENES
YOU SO MADLY, SO SADLY.........REHEARSED
HISTORY OFTEN
REPEATS ITSELF TIME AND TIME AGAIN
ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE STUCK BETWEEN
IN AN NEVER ENDING........SCENE
THAT AMIST REALITY AND AN NEVER ENDING DREAM..SCENE
WITH A DESIRE FOR ETERNAL FIRE
WITH A LEADING SCAMMING MAN
A COWARD AMONG ALL FINE MEN
WHAT TRULY IS SO SAD
WAS THAT IT FELT REAL GOOD, B4 IT WENT SO DAMN BAD.......
THERE WAS THE HIGH, AND THEN CAME THE FALL
AND WORST OF ALL
THROUGH
THE ENTIRE SCENE....ALL THE NIGHTMARES AND DREAMS
YOU WERE (ARE) ..THE BEST I EVER HAD