I am always open, willing and ready, for a poem.
I might come off defensive, angry, sullen, in my own abstract state of mind,
but I am always ready for a poem, which I will have to call mine.
Perhaps I am just GAME: and it's the only 'free' thing I can do.
And there might not be too many consequences of feeling that by
writing and feeling and explaining and thinking and wondering
out loud that I am merely bothering you.
It's your choice to go on if you want to read more.
You can even gruffly mumble under your breath while you read this,
"What an emotional need for attention getting drama queen whorr! "
And I will NEVER know what you truly think of me. You can even
control your direct response to embellished forms of restrained civility.
It doesn't matter what you are really thinking. Just edit out all of the stinking,
anything that might insult and undermine me, and keep pumping out that sweet civility.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Julia I'll tell ypu what I'm really thinking and feeling here and now. I'll tell you straight...I enjoy reading your poems. They help calm me when I read someone writing from their own heart with vivid real honesty. Take care Julia.
I'm glad I can help calm you; I can get pretty amped up and writing poetry helps to calm me down. Thanks for your reading and response.