Thats How Much... Poem by Dislocated Heart

feeling of so much shame,
i never thought of this as a game.
you played me like a fool,
i never meant to hurt you, you say.
its not the first time, i've been fucked over.
ill leave and forget, like i alway do.

i feel no love,
unloved in this place called earth.
they all tell me lies,
i cant find one reasonable person to confined.

must i speak to the walls?
i must be crazy if i do..
but it seems to me..
i am.
crazy in love with you.

God... you gotta know..
i'd do anything for her..
i'd give my soul away in a heartbeat,
just to save her from danger.
i'd jump off a bridge, without another thought,
if she wanted me to..
thats how much im in love with her.

unfortunately...
she will never see..
never know.
never will be mines again.
she is off in her own little world.