The Day U Leave Is The Day I Die. (Part 1) Poem by Dislocated Heart

the day you leave is the day i die.
im just a non-living soul walking on a line.
seeking for love but only to find,
heartache in each corner i turn.
it stabs me till i bleed eternally.

when you walked out of my life.
you took apart of me away...
i lost half of myself.
just because i loved you that day.

you closed the door.
walked right out on me.
didnt even look back to see,
if i was running or hiding.
but i was chasing.
wishing.
panicking...

chasing after you, because i love you.
wishing you would come back through those doors, and run into my arms.
panicking, what should i do next?
cry?
im all out.
drink?
why hurt myself.
smoke?
it dont help.
call you, write you?
maybe so... but you never know.
how much i love you.

so im just letting it all go...
you, me, us.
all go...

since you left, i been dying inside.
weeping, sobbing, tearing up...
girly huh?
but i miss you.
i really do...

but our love is over...
the day you leave is the day i die.
you have left me behind.