The Lost Letter Poem by Laquory Jones

The Lost Letter



As I look into the mirror all I see
Is another guy looking back at me
I start to wonder if he can see the
The same thing I can see but in the
End I know it's just my
Reflection ever since I was born I
Was a tad short for perfection
They say we are all here for a reason
Why? That is the answer we ourselves
Have to find but what happens when
Death and Life intertwines will we still
Find the answer in time? 13 years in
The making I found out I was an accident
My mom told me in a heated argument
And then had it plastered all my life
I thought I was normal but it turned out
That wasn't true the truth was I
Was just a cracked vase always feeling
Out of place ever since the age of eight
I felt what it meant to hate it's ironic
How the earth around you begin to shake
Wonder how much you can take
It must have been fate
The drama begins to escalate
You can no longer hide the pain
Deep down inside tears slips
Through the cracks your own parents
Doesn't think you're worth the truth
So the lies just continues
It's amazing the things in front of
You that you couldn't see at first
But in the end somehow it makes me
Only feel worse the secrets lies
Buried in twisted pain and wicked dreams

Somehow the mental pain seem to hurt
Worse then the physical no wonder
Half my life I have been depressed
And miserable but no one really
Feels the pain that you feel
Unless they go through the same ordeal
We can no longer separate from
What's Fake and what's real
The more you grow you become
Hard as steel salvaging up every
Prescription bottle living life with
One foot on the throttle the deepest
Things in life are sometimes hard
To swallow and you sink as you begin
To wallow your mind and heart begins
To hallow so it gets easier for it to break
So you put everything on stake
Then others demolish everything
In their wake including you
Now lonely and blue you wondering
How you will ever make it through
You cry because you know it's true
Now with no where to go or turn
You think death is the only option
So you pop a capsule to ease the pain
Then the bottle as you think about
The happy memories that made you smile
And suddenly as you close your eyes
With a smile everything suddenly dies
As the songbird begins to sing
And you say your goodbyes
But in the back of your mind
you wonder why problems never
Subsides and that's when you die.

Wednesday, February 3, 2016
Topic(s) of this poem: death,heartbreak,pain,truth
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