The Yearning From Deep Within Poem by Laquory Jones

Perhaps It started from deep within my
Dreams something had awaken from
Deep in me perhaps the locket or a
Key had opened the door to my
Immortality some people had called it
Forbidden Destiny I can't explain the
Things I've foreseen it appeared to
Me in my strangest dreams hence why
I see the strangest things slowly
Altering my reality I feel myself free
Falling where there's no gripping at
Gravity I'm yearning for a purpose
On this earth I tend to go berserk as
Feelings jerk I wonder what I'm truly
Worth it eats at me rapidly it's mind
Boggling as I look at things more
Realistically perhaps statistically

I'm a million to one perhaps two
If I'm speaking truth the wind came
Then blew in like minds that didn't have
A clue that my mind was groveling in
Knowledge see it is pure psychology
Statements cemented in my autopsy
Pain's inside I'm hurting my brain grovels
At my destiny with uncertainty I hear my
Conscience call from deep inside
You can hear its screams and my fate
Between both hands at first glance

I didn't understand until I learned to
Appreciate it through the hour-glass
Just then hours passed it's out
Of gas I'm out of breath I think
Too much with many veins I tend
To crush to death because of
Struggles in this life I go back
And rethink them obstacles are
Made to be broken it's a token to
keep my thoughts in motion so when
I'm dead and gone eyes are reawaken.


(5/9/2016)