Thoughts Just Dont Seem Right... Poem by Dislocated Heart

Funny how something writen can scare a person...
Her words or tone of somethings has change..
I was scared this would happen..
it was in the bak of my mind..

I try every now and then, to think positive,
but I guess its no use.. when you see it in black and white,
I could tell, she needs someone by her side..

starting to lose pieces..
which once used to be found..

I kno your tryin to hold on..

But heres what I have to say...

As hard as it is.. I'll say it now..
I still love you.. more than ever..
If you kno it or not.
Its just as strong.. if not stronger.

I wake up, to the thoughts of you..
I go to bed, remembering the things you've said.

Thats whats keeping me going..
your the one I'll always be loving..

You're probably hurting..
for that.. Thoughts continue to run through my mind..

Second guessing..
thoughts twistin..
somethings might be fading..

...why cant I seem to write it down..
I'm scared it might as well come true..

I'm tryin to block it out..
maybe its just no use.

Over thinking..

Feels like I've just lost.. to the world..