Untitled 2 Poem by ESPN CHICK

Looking in the mirror
I still hate what I see
And I still try to cover up those lies

No matter how hard I try
I still cry
Because I know things won't get better

Feels like my whole world is crashing down
And I'm left trying to figure out what to do next
Which road should I take and is it the right one

Because right now I'm tried of the path that I'm on
There's to many roadblocks thats standing in my way
If only I could runaway from all my problems or wish my life away

Maybe then I would be tons better
And then no more tears
No more thoughts of dying

If only that could be a dream come true
Maybe I wouldn't near as much
Maybe I could let my mind wander free
Instead of it wandering in pain all the time

June 2008